How are You?

A friend of mine shared this link to me and I would like to share it with everyone, its been a very tough month for me, my body is going through so much pain from all the changes, sometimes I feel like I was about to leave this world. But through all this, something inside of me is growing stronger, more centered and more magnanimous. I was still able to help others, keep my cool, and work through 14 hours a day, everyday. I am sure many others are feeling the same way, and I believe that all this will be for our best good.
Thank you
Love
Alan

Are you feeling low energy, anxious, resentful, or overwhelmed despite the “magical” full moon eclipse? I’m typing this while cuddled in bed feeling physical pain and a foggy, gloomy state of mind. If you’re feeling like this too, I want you to know you’re not alone.

AND, it doesn’t mean your positivity, spiritual practice, and wise woman power are all f*cked up either.

The massive astrological alignments and 5D ascension shifts mean we are “jumping up a level” but why doesn’t it feel good? Especially when there are so many people posting blissful elation and joy, you may be judging yourself for feeling low… I know I’m struggling with that right now.

The truth is, with so many souls waking up in the world right now, we may be feeling the weight of what we have yet to process, compounded by the confusion, frustration and chaos the newly awakened are feeling right now. Self love and radical self care are ESSENTIAL right now, especially honoring and acknowledging our needs for rest, reflection and healing. This is especially true for those of us who are committed to leadership in spirituality. Our old spiritual practices may no longer suit us or feel comforting. Right now my greatest comfort is to alternate crying, screaming, and cuddles with fluffy pillows and giving myself copious amounts of Reiki as my body and energy fields recalibrate.

Cleansing is not a glamorous process. It is not the stuff of viral videos and epic insta posts. It IS a process of deep self awareness, and accepting of the shadow side (how appropriate during a full moon eclipse time, right?!). Right now, in my shadow side, I hate meditating. Silence grates my nerves, and I don’t really want to retrain my brain or my emotions with guided hypnosis or EFT or any of my usual tools. I feel angry that after all the healing and clearing I’ve done, there is still more to clear, and I want nothing more than to just go about the business of being a normal human.

And I am PROUD to be a human. I’ve never stated that out loud and publicly before. There was stigma in it before. I wouldn’t be spiritual enough, wise enough, a good enough teacher if I didn’t want to walk my spiritual walk all the damn time.

But the truth is, to be human is truly divine! These magnificent feelings in my heart and in my body are divine. I am so vibrantly aware of them in this moment, and I am honoring each one as a precious jewel of life… Especially the ones that hurt. They are teaching me in a sensational way how to feel more deeply, how to be more aware and present in every moment, and how vividly I can experience.
I am birthing a more radiantly vibrating awareness of my physical self, that is big enough to allow more of my Soul and Spirit to live in my body. I am growing, I am expanding, and sometimes it feels like shit.

I am grateful. I am loving all of myself. I am reveling in the darkness, in the discomfort. I am expectantly awaiting the crowning moment as I burst forth renewed. And I am sharing this raw, honest experience with you in the hopes than someone else feeling stuck in the darkness can see and feel the light, the love that is expanding and growing within… So you don’t feel so alone in this ugly, uncomfortable, gloriously human part of ascension.

Because most people won’t talk about it out loud. Silence and secrets around the struggle to embody our Souls in human form only demonizes this tender birth.

Judgment of what is in the moment makes monsters out of the shadows and draws our eyes further from the Light. Embrace yourself, my love. Lay your hands tenderly on your body and love yourself in your most fragile form. Allow yourself time and space as your vibrations rise to new high, for it may feel like an electrocution of epic proportions.

The “ugly” is merely a perception that needs love and acceptance to be seen as beautiful. Like a wrinkly newborn adjusting to a new world, we must wrap ourselves in blankets of acceptance, cuddle ourselves with adoration, and close our eyes to rest while we acclimate to the bright New Earth.

We who feel this now are the teachers by example for those who are awakening so rapidly they cannot comprehend it yet mentally. Our tenderness to the ugliness we are feeling is sensed and gives permission to the world to love and cuddle ourselves in this newness.

We are the bringers of Light, and we must embrace the dark for our Light to be fully known.

Tips for Self Care:

1. Be with the “ugly.” Honor all feelings.
2. Breathe. All is well.
3. Place your hands on your body and give yourself Love.
4. Drink hot tea and cuddle with pillows. Or puppies. Or both.
5. Share with a trusted friend how you’re feeling. Honesty and transparency are healing.
6. Give up the illusion of polished perfection. Life is perfect in all its forms and bringing Light into the darkness of illusion is a most glorious experience.
7. Be brave. Ask for love. You WILL be answered.
8. Share what you learned with others. You never know who needs to hear this right now.

Keep Calm..it’s the end of the {old} world, and I feel fine.

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Some Ideas for you

Recently many people have been affected by the energy and suffered some physical problems, we are also facing problem from the haze and many people are having respiratory problems. As someone who is sensitive to energy, the many changes and fluctuations in energy is most disturbing. I am not sure how those who are less sensitive feel. I do notice that people are getting crazier and very self centered, they seem to have no regards of what is happening around them. If you are sensitive to energy it helps to drink some coffee when the energy hits you, this works well for me, I hope it helps you too.

 

An interesting subject bought up by Raymon in his recent newsletter was the compatibility level of our cells, he found that when cells are incompatible, there are negative emotions in them. He transmuted the negative emotions in the cells into pure love and they became compatible with each other again. You can read for yourself from the link below. http://www.raymongraceprojects.com/Newsletter.htm

Another thing I like to share is about healing numbers, I notice that, at first the numbers don't seem to work for me, but kept at it(chanting) and I found that they do work, not all the numbers, but some of them. My favorite numbers are 1,999,999(sore throat) and 71042(harmonizing the present) both numbers seem to work instantaneous for me now. Work on one of the numbers for some time and see what is the effects it has on you before moving on to another. This way you can be sure if it works or not.

Thank you
Love
Alan


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Balance Yourself

What are negative imprints? They can be programs, like past life imprints, or whatever our parents, teachers have instill in us when we were young. From stories told to us, from watching programs on the TV, from our schooling systems all this may not always be beneficial to us. They can instill limiting beliefs, instill fear, instill negative mentalities which will affect the way we live and behave.

Use your pendulum and check if there are negative imprints present in you and ask to neutralize and remove them from you. Check yourself once in awhile because they do come back, if possible check for the source if you keep finding negative imprints in yourself.

We constantly balance ourselves with dowsing, why do we have to do this, can we not have a more permanent way of being well? The word is balance, there are many forces and energies acting on us all the time, gravity, heat from the sun, atmospheric pressure, emf, pollution, all these are acting on us in some way, everything is constantly changing even our bodies are changing all the time. Let's say if you do not balance your immune system, then harmful pathogens will get a chance to invade your body and cells, you may ask how they get in your body, from the water you drink, the food you consume, the air you breathe in, all these contain harmful pathogens. As you use your body everyday through your daily activities and work, your body systems are constantly balancing to keep you healthy, you can help your body with dowsing simply by neutralizing some of the energies that adversely affect you.

Here are a few ideas, transmute all fears and negative emotions from all the cells of your body into pure love, transmute all toxins present in your body into pure water, transmute all stress into pure love, all these takes a few minutes of your time but tremendously improves your health and well being. It is good to make it a habit to pull out your pendulum and dowse throughout the day, small increments add up to the overall wellness of yourself.

Use your dowsing skills to improve your life and the lives of your loved ones, and you will be saving yourself lots of money otherwise spent at the doctor's office. There are so many applications for dowsing that can improve many areas in your life, like helping your child improve in school, create better relationships, create prosperity, improve existing medical conditions for someone you care for, change bad habits, the list is endless and all you have to do is just that 'DO IT'

Love
Alan


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Marriage and Relationship

Sharing about Marriage and Relationship

Yesterday was our 38th Wedding Anniversary.

Someone asked me what the secret is to a successful marriage. Below are a few of my thoughts...

Perhaps it is about simply allowing each other to BE.

No judgments.

Always PUT LOVE and the relationship first.

Never take action when you are in a negative emotional state. (Actions taken when feeling negative will always move you farther away from your goals.)

If something they do bothers you...do it yourself (i.e., I started squeezing the toothpaste tube in the middle when it drove me crazy that he did that).

Accept and LOVE them exactly as they are...and exactly as they are not (meaning LOVE them anyway, even if they don't always remember to take out the trash, tell you you're beautiful, remember your anniversary, etc.)

Remember all the happy times.

Become a spin doctor, giving the tales you tell and retell a positive perspective.

Life becomes what you think about the most, so keep your LOVE story alive with LOVE tales, spoken and unspoken.

BE as naughty in the bedroom as you are NICE outside it.

Kat

Gods can worship Gods

Become God to each other. Do not look for God somewhere in the sky, but see God in every pair of eyes, in the mountains, water, trees and animals. How? Only when you see God in yourself. Only Gods can worship Gods. To recognize divinity, there are three dimensions: time, space and mind. For a seeker, it is necessary to honor time and space so he or she can experience sacredness in his or her mind. When you honor time and space, your mind becomes alert. But for the one who has transcended the mind, either sacredness has no meaning, or all time, every place and every mood is sacred. Precious moments are few in life. Catch them and treasure them. Place, time, mood of mind are factors that influence celebration. Snatch every opportunity to celebrate, then you feel great and full. Then celebration infiltrates your mind in all moods and space, and celebration is inevitable. Celebration reminds you of the fullness of the moment. The moments you are in the company of knowledge - the Master - are the most precious moments in your life. Treasure them. Treasuring them you transcend the mind, time and space. And that is true celebration.

Ques: Why is a girl’s life so full of sacrifice and adjustments, especially after marriage?

‪#‎SriSri‬: Is it so? I heard the other way around! I heard the boys feel that they have no freedom afterwards. They have to take permission for everything!

Ques: When I see people disrespect their parents I feel hurt. What is your message for such people?

#SriSri: I would advise on both sides. Parents should also remember their limitations and stay in their own boundary and children should definitely walk that extra mile to make the parents comfortable. They have to do all that in their capacity to make them happy. But you know if sometimes it so happens, in spite of people trying all their best, still the parents keep cribbing. You cannot bow down to everything in that sense. But they can walk that extra mile to make them happy.

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Knowledge

In order to understand faith, you must understand doubt. Doubt is always about something that is positive. When you are happy, someone asks you are you happy, you say well I am not sure. But when you are miserable, you really have no doubt about it. You never say ‘Am I really depressed?’ Nobody asks. If you are depressed, you are so sure about depression. Similarly when someone tells you, "I love you so much" you ask them, "Really?" Someone tells you ‘I hate you’, you never say ‘Really?’ We doubt in the goodness of people. We never doubt the bad quality of anybody. But good qualities we start doubting. So, I understood doubt. So, it cannot just fool me, just come into my mind. Anything you understand, that’s it.

Keep aside Hindu, Muslim, Christian, you are a beautiful human being, let us recognize that. While having said that you are a beautiful human being, you have been so lucky to have found this knowledge, to have experienced meditation and being on the spiritual path.. In fact it is better to start on a spiritual path with a clean slate rather than having concepts and starting. Just because some people have a tradition doesn’t mean that they know the tradition. And what is Hindusim? Is it a uniform tradition? Not at all.. So feel happy, grateful that you found the knowledge, that you have a path. This path can unite everybody. It’s like the pathless path. In the sky there is no defined path. On the road, you have to travel only on the road. If it’s a train, you have to go only on the rails but in air you can fly around. It’s all path but it’s vast. And that is the wisdom.

World Peace is only possible with inner peace. The world is comprised of individuals we should never forget that. Of course the world has nations, families and individuals, I would jump and say the world is formed by individuals. Unless we find the inner peace among the individuals world peace will remain a far fledged dream. One who finds inner peace will only create peace around. And one who has not found peace inside he will only create disturbance all around. Unless we inculcate the art of inner peace in human endeavor, we cannot achieve world peace. So on this day of world peace it’s pertinent that we recognize the inner peace of individual as the basic element to build up towards unbroken families, harmonious society, prosperous nations and a peaceful world.

Effect of anything stays for some time but then you have to recharge it again and again. But a time will come when it stays all the time with you, that feeling. Now if you have food, then you will good for some time. Afterwards you will feel hungry again. You never question, it was only yesterday that I ate, again I’m hungry?! We take it for granted, we eat everyday. The same is with knowledge, same is with energy also. That is why, again and again, whenever you feel there is a need, you just sit and meditate and listen to knowledge, immediately you get back.

Sri Sri


Sharing some answers from my Guruji, it has been rough over the last few days, people are affected by the changes in energy, my computer, my hand phone, and other electronic stuff are acting up. Stay centered with knowledge and remember to take deep breaths whenever you feel stress or tired. 

Check the level of fear, I found that this affects many people, if this is present transmute fear into Love and Gratitude. You will find a different with the people you work with when you have done so.

Thank you
Love
Alan
{{{Golden Sunrise}}}

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Be Centered

I am not sure if it is because I am getting older, or all the energy changes taking place, I am feeling so detached from everything. It is not that I am have no more interest in life, its more like I have no more passion for things. Everything seems to frivolous, like I have left all my emotions somewhere, I still function, in fact I function very efficiently, just that somethings is missing.



I was on a bus the other night, as it was crowded I had to stand, I started to relax while standing and felt my energy or aura field spreading out, suddenly I heard crying, so I turned around and saw a woman crying out loud. As I  was surprised, my energy field returned, and this woman stopped crying, so I thought that it might be me that was affecting her. I relax again and let the energy spread, and again she started crying, this time she was shy about it and moved from her seat to another one, but she was still crying out loud. I stop the energy flow and she returned back to normal wondering what got over her. Why has this happened I don't know, but I am sure many of you will soon experience this too.

Be prepared for changes, good or bad I don't know but the most important thing is to stay centred and not lose your balance. Be strong, you have come this far to experience all that you ask for, now is the time to focus on your vision. Enjoy your journey!

Love
Alan

Prime Creator

Please watch the videos below, I hope that what is put up resonates with you.

Thank you.

Love

Alan

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